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5150 Empress

2006-12-12T12:54:57Z

And these are coming with my fascination.. I am SO excited!

Lamar Fascination

2006-11-21T02:59:30Z

This will be all mine on Dec 25. I cannot wait.

Dana & Phil's Wedding 9.23.06

2006-11-21T01:06:46Z

I haven't posted in a long time. But I found some pictures from a little while ago that I wanted to post. These are from Dana and Phil's wedding on September 23. Dana is Tom's sister. The wedding was absolutely beautiful and even more fun. I love that family with everything in me. I'm so lucky to have them in my life. All of them.

Me and Tom

The Oh-So-Adorable Tommie Rae (flower girl)

Anthony, Tommie Rae and Tom.. what a good-lookin family :)

Dana and Phil (Bride and Groom, obviously)

Me and Tom, courtesy of Nick and Jackie

Maybe I'll post more later.
Quick summation of my life...
It is perfection.

atari!!

2006-09-30T23:09:08Z

i got a puppy today!! he's black, 22 lbs and his name is Atari. i love him to pieces!! i'll put a pic up tomorrow :)

emosdoma @ 2006-09-19T22:40:00

2006-09-20T02:39:52Z

today i finally reached the finish line of an obstacle course i've been enduring for quite some time now. needless to say, i'm thrilled it's over with. there were things i was holding onto, for no apparent reason, that i needed to let go of.i realized that i dont need them, nor do i want them.what i have completely outweighs any positives that might have possibly come from the things i let go of.i love my life as-is. i would change nothing.all the pain left me today when i let go of it.i realized how ridiculous it was for me to be upset about those things when i see now, clearly, that this is the way things were meant to be all along.and now i smile because everything is perfect. :)

emosdoma @ 2006-09-14T08:31:00

2006-09-14T12:30:46Z

today is going to be a good day... i know it.

emosdoma @ 2006-09-13T22:37:00

2006-09-14T02:43:23Z

in 25 years, i have never met people who claimed to love me more and who have done so much to ensure my absolute misery more than these 2.

but ya know what? they're too late. i'm glad they found each other because the morals they exercise are deserving of each other. i'm glad i escaped from the juvenile drama that plagued both relationships and have moved on to something so much more benefitial and profoundly amazing.  looking back, it was so evident that this was inevitable from the beginning. i should have paid more attention.

i never realized how much happiness i was missing until recently.

and now... life is PERFECT.

on a note that makes me not so happy... I heard from Avi today. He's definitely in the top 5 of my closest and best friends. I adore him entirely.

He just informed me he joined the Israeli army. :`(
That's kinda terrifying cause I'm not really sure I'll ever see him again.

emosdoma @ 2006-09-12T02:38:00

2006-09-12T06:39:05Z

i'm beginning to believe that the concept of "friend" is just an illusion, a figment.

there may only be about 5 people in this world that i would dare call a friend.

Your Guardian Angel - 8.23.06

2006-08-24T02:02:20Z

This is for my Guardian Angel.The script reads "Even if saving you sends me to heaven"And Sander... you told me to draw stick people.. well here, I did :) I can't do simple! I just can't!

Vacation / August 12-20

2006-08-23T02:14:42Z

Garden City Beach, Murrel's Inlet, South Carolina

A dog.. so cute.. playing frisbee..

Sam's Corner.. the diner that's been on the
corner of Ocean Avenue forever.

A lonely little seagull..

The world's greatest cotton candy ever from
the Yum Yum Shop..

A random surfer hitting the last waves...

Lindi, Mom and Gammie on the pier...

View of the beach from the pier...

Lindi getting tokens for the arcade...

Mom and Gammie walking home...

Our house (on the left) and an amazing sunset to
perfect our first night at the beach :)

And that's the first set of Myrtle Beach pics... there are many more to come...

Steve Moakler @ the Farmhouse - August 8

2006-08-23T01:40:09Z

People literally ride their bikes on the Montour Trail
right through the backyard of the Farmhouse coffee
house... pretty sweet

The opening act...

Steve and his boys

Steve again.. he's the man
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emosdoma @ 2006-08-05T02:05:00

2006-08-05T06:05:17Z

today is a backpacking excursion through the laurel highlands. surrounding myself with people who actually care. i can't believe how blind i was before. its kind of amusing how fake everything seems now.

i'm so glad i am where i am now. i didn't realize how much pain i was feeling before.

so long.

emosdoma @ 2006-08-02T21:19:00

2006-08-03T01:19:42Z

you have no idea. honestly.

ah!

2006-08-01T04:13:18Z

i love when people talk about "smoking up" like it makes them look cool. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Seriously, the coolness of that died along with Kurt Cobain. If you even know who that is.
**big fucking eye roll**

My Weekend..

2006-07-31T12:08:08Z

This was my weekend...

Crazy Rednecks :)

Poor Stevie

um, okay :)

Big Harry From The Mailroom

Bruce in the monsoon

Stevie Sanchez!!!!

No.. he wasn't joking.. hahaha

I have wonderful friends :)

Post Kelly Clarkson

2006-07-31T12:03:34Z

This is us wasting time while waiting to get out of the Post Gazette Pavilion parking lot... which = hell

Grrrrrrrr...

The Whos from Whoville

No, I wasn't really smoking, but I'd be smoking if I did, huh?

Awe, I love you, too! <3

hm.

2006-07-31T04:28:12Z

today... everything has officially changed. i'm not sure i can handle all of this.

the rain today... i think it was all for me. i should have just ran out into the middle of the field and laid in it...

winner

2006-07-29T01:20:17Z

i am such a winner. Sitting alone on my couch on a friday night in my jammies downloading hilary duff songs. Go me.

Oh My Gods!

2006-07-26T04:05:09Z

I'm officially obsessed with this "Pagan" comic strip... hilarious!!

Check it out...

...

2006-07-26T00:03:21Z

and sometimes.. the person that you thought completely destroyed your life is the one that ends up saving it

i'm too emotional for this right now

hurting

2006-07-25T23:25:53Z

i'm watching crash with mama tonight. so far, it's good. tomorrow i'm watching american psycho.

mom says she hates movies that have constant injustice. she wants to stop watching and go upstairs and work.

movies like this make me think. they make me appreciate the world i live in. the world i live in... i'm sheltered from alot of the things the movies show. i'm not dumb, i know they actually exist. but i thank God everyday that i dont have to experience these things. my parents have taught me alot about protecting myself, but sometimes no matter how much you know it doesn't stop someone else from doing something to you that could potentially destroy your life.
and stereotypes suck. at least give people a chance to prove themselves. you dont have to trust them, but at least let them show you who they are.

and dads are amazing. i can't imagine life without dads.

i'm disgusted

2006-07-25T00:37:41Z

right now more than ever, i'm realizing how vital friendships are. and i die when a friend is hurting. and alot of times, there's absolutely nothing i can do to make things any better... but i'll try at least.

other humans on the other hand, i find quite disgusting. they are only bad influences in people's lives, even though they think they are "cool"... and by "cool" i mean getting minors drunk on the 4th of july to the point of puking when you yourself are a minor and have no right to be drinking in the first place. "cool" = zero respect. and most likely, people of this sort will never amount to anything other than what they cause others to be. so congratulations.

i hope that i am only ever surrounded by people with morals and integrity who have at least one ounce of brain inside their thick and vacant skulls. julie, i love you.

i'm so sick of this. biting my tongue for too long, just to keep the peace, well i don't have to anymore.

schedule

2006-07-24T23:15:30Z

tonight is...

running at the track
pilates
cleaning my room
bathing neptune
planning a spur of the moment backpacking trip with crazy friends to get my mind off of life
sleep

:(

2006-07-22T21:41:09Z

the one day i need to check my email the most... i can't :(
its been a hard day.
i'm going to take a nap.

carbonation

2006-07-21T03:09:59Z

i am so all about caffeine free diet pepsi right now. i may as well be drinking a bottle of vegetable oil. because that's as good as this tastes. and yet, i am so overwhelmingly satisfied.