The Journal

And these are coming with my fascination.. I am SO excited!

This will be all mine on Dec 25. I cannot wait.

I haven't posted in a long time. But I found some pictures from a little while ago that I wanted to post. These are from Dana and Phil's wedding on September 23. Dana is Tom's sister. The wedding was absolutely beautiful and even more fun. I love that family with everything in me. I'm so lucky to have them in my life. All of them.

Me and Tom


The Oh-So-Adorable Tommie Rae (flower girl)


Anthony, Tommie Rae and Tom.. what a good-lookin family :)


Dana and Phil (Bride and Groom, obviously)


Me and Tom, courtesy of Nick and Jackie


Maybe I'll post more later.
Quick summation of my life...
It is perfection.

i got a puppy today!! he's black, 22 lbs and his name is Atari. i love him to pieces!! i'll put a pic up tomorrow :)

today i finally reached the finish line of an obstacle course i've been enduring for quite some time now. needless to say, i'm thrilled it's over with. there were things i was holding onto, for no apparent reason, that i needed to let go of.i realized that i dont need them, nor do i want them.what i have completely outweighs any positives that might have possibly come from the things i let go of.i love my life as-is. i would change nothing.all the pain left me today when i let go of it.i realized how ridiculous it was for me to be upset about those things when i see now, clearly, that this is the way things were meant to be all along.and now i smile because everything is perfect. :)

today is going to be a good day... i know it.

in 25 years, i have never met people who claimed to love me more and who have done so much to ensure my absolute misery more than these 2.  

but ya know what?  they're too late.  i'm glad they found each other because the morals they exercise are deserving of each other.  i'm glad i escaped from the juvenile drama that plagued both relationships and have moved on to something so much more benefitial and profoundly amazing.  looking back, it was so evident that this was inevitable from the beginning.  i should have paid more attention.

i never realized how much happiness i was missing until recently. 

and now... life is PERFECT.


on a note that makes me not so happy... I heard from Avi today.  He's definitely in the top 5 of my closest and best friends.  I adore him entirely.  

He just informed me he joined the Israeli army.  :`(
That's kinda terrifying cause I'm not really sure I'll ever see him again.

i'm beginning to believe that the concept of "friend" is just an illusion, a figment.

there may only be about 5 people in this world that i would dare call a friend.

This is for my Guardian Angel.The script reads "Even if saving you sends me to heaven"And Sander... you told me to draw stick people.. well here, I did :) I can't do simple! I just can't!

Garden City Beach, Murrel's Inlet, South Carolina


( More of my Vaca... )

People literally ride their bikes on the Montour Trail
right through the backyard of the Farmhouse coffee
house... pretty sweet


( More Farmhouse Photos )</lj-c

today is a backpacking excursion through the laurel highlands. surrounding myself with people who actually care. i can't believe how blind i was before. its kind of amusing how fake everything seems now.

i'm so glad i am where i am now. i didn't realize how much pain i was feeling before.

so long.

you have no idea. honestly.

i love when people talk about "smoking up" like it makes them look cool. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Seriously, the coolness of that died along with Kurt Cobain. If you even know who that is.
**big fucking eye roll**

This was my weekend...



( Madness!!! )

This is us wasting time while waiting to get out of the Post Gazette Pavilion parking lot... which = hell


Grrrrrrrr...

( The rest of the craziness... )

I'm officially obsessed with this "Pagan" comic strip... hilarious!!


Check it out...